I’m so lost. I have been sort of happy lately.

but i have started thinking about something from my past, and well I miss it. I don’t know what to really do. I think I want to go out for coffee with one of my cousins and talk to him about it.

For the last two weeks all I have been doing is drinking and getting hi•gh. Even though I walk everywhere and work out I still feel like garbage.

I need to get my life in order. I have felt so lost in my relationship and myself…

Black eye, and so sore. Thank god I don’t work tomorrow.

Applied for 4 new jobs tonight. Praying I get a new jibe, panera is nit cutting it. my bills are piling up, I am in debt. I’m depressed. :(

Mt boyfriend has terrible mood swings. Were always fighting, or im being yelled at / put down. But I love him, I’m so lost.

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Only have 34 blogs I’m following :(

MUST BE HEALTHY FITBLR ONLY PLEASE :)